I was thinking tonight about how the cycle of lessons learned always ceases to amaze and sometimes make stand in silence.
as someone who is incredibly run by my emotions, i have been really thinking and praying for discernment lately in how to allow there to be a balance between my emotions and also my reaction, and what action i end up pursuing.
i don't know anymore. i question if i will keep doing the same things, over and over again, causing people that i care about the same type of sorrow, and some of it which i experience too just seems to do the same.
pursuit. i desire to be enacting it daily, after my creator and after the one whom i have given my heart to.
but then things happen, and momentarily i take my eyes off that, and onto the worries of my own intents.
i continue to see that this is not the fullest that we are supposed to experience on earth, and there is a reason for that, it is to make us aware of how we need moments of His glory given to us as reminders that we are in fact, servants, not leaders in this journey.
follower. pursuit after. changing....